Dr. Conrad Murray is telling family, friends, and attorneys he’s completely lost his will to live.

He’s really struggling as the man found guilty of MJ’s death, and he says he wants to kill himself.  He’s currently in the medical ward at the LA County Jail.

Murray will be in jail until at least Nov. 29, when he’s due to be sentenced by Judge Michael Pastor. His attorneys are hoping that the doctor will not be sent to prison despite his conviction (he could face up to four years), as he is not a flight risk or a danger to society and has always cooperated with the investigations into his case.

 Even if he gets the full sentence, that’s less than five years! Not that there will ever be anything to make up for the MJ’s death, but there’s still plenty of time to do better and give back to the community.